Looking back and Moving Forward, my 2nd place poetry slam poem

I’m going to walk down Melrose,
And take a picture at the homedepot.
I’m going to leave a message in the 7th box from the door in room 412,
And have it read, "Let the sky rain potatoes".
I’m going to go to the wall,
And leave a piece of gum on it.
I’m going to wonder over to the tree,
And carve “ours” into the trunk.
I’m going to brave the ladder, climb to the catwalk,
And draw a stick figure holding a heart.
I’m going to go to cold stone.
And ask for a sample spoon.
I’m going to climb the fence on top of the hill,
With that spoon in my hand.
I’m going to drive around vista,
With a stuffed cow on my dashboard.
I’m going to go down to the park,
And name the ducks in the creek.
I’m going to drive to the parking lot,
And leave a note card with my deepest secret.
I’m going to walk around the block,
And leave my roller blades by the dent in the street light.
I’m going to get on the sprinter,
Not knowing where I’m going or how I’m going to get back.
I’m going to stand on a street corner,
Holding a blank sign.
I’m going to be late for curfew,
But have enough time to whisper I love you.
I’m going to go to Disneyland,
And leave a math problem in a locker.
I’m going to write the greatest love story ever,
And not let anyone read it.
I’m going to go to a rival school’s football game,
And pretend I go there.
I’m going to take my blanket,
And leave it under the stars.
I’m going to wander Wal-Mart in a ball gown,
And not think it’s strange at all.
I’m going to voice my opinion,
Standing up for what I know is right.
I’m going to get 400 signatures to stop discrimination,
In two days.
I’m NOT going to talk for a day,
To show you I love and support who you are.
I’m going to sit in a hotel hallway at four in the morning,
And tell you I’m not tired.
I’m going to stay up on the phone with you for 8 hours,
Because I want to know everything about you.
I’m going to pretend I don’t know how to skateboard,
So you will teach me.
I’m going to squeeze your hand,
To show you I am still there by your side.
I’m going to walk to the end of the pier,
And scream into the ocean because you hurt me.
I’m going to close my eyes,
And pretend like I am dancing with you.
I’m going to write reasons why I love you on post its,
And leave them for you to find.
I’m going to make you a pie,
And forget to put in sugar.
I’m going to take too many pictures,
But not delete a single one.
I’m going to meet so many people,
But never forget my closest friends.
I’m going to write a love poem,
and never deliver it.
I’m going to close my eyes and smile for,
Four years of movies, car rides, laughs and cries.
I’m going to miss you.
I’m going to move on,
I’m going to take the next step in my life,
But I’m not going to forget you.