I Cant Speak and I cant Hear But I dont Care

So I make it a goal I attend at least one concert a month. Last night I went to the Hollywood Undead Concert at the San Diego House of blues. Strange that I love this band, I tend to shy away from this genre of music with those type of lyrics however they seem to be an exception in my mind. But my choice in music is not what this blog is about but about why I go to Concerts.

Pushing my way through the crowds of people with the goal of making it as close to the stage as I can. People jumping pushing and shoving. The rush of toppling over and trying to get up before you get hurt. I LOVE THE RUSH THE CRAZINESS I LOVE IT! Standing there in front of the stage the pulse of every beat pulsing through every part of my body. Screaming as i rich out my hand and the lead singer grabs it. I love this feeling. I don't think many things beat the rush of going to a concert.

18 and starting over

So as many of you know ( idk why im addressing this like a lot of people read this I know only like 3 do) any who...... In the last 11 months I have severely made some changes in my life.

In 20 min i turn 18. I dont look at this as another birthday but as another life. I look at it as a complete redo. That I have gone through childhood, Preteen years, Teen years, and am now entering Adulthood.

I hope I can live up to my own expectations.